Sunday, August 30, 2009

anxious, stressed and exited at the same time

This appartement searching is driving me crazy. I don't wanna do it because I know it's giving me an anxiety attack. I'm definitely gonna pay more in rent this year. And it's driving me nuts since I'm not gonna have as much salary this year!
At the same time, I am ready to get a big room enough to actually be able to work and do my best in school. And all this searching goes parallell with the school starting, and I'm getting nervous just of thinking how busy I'm going to be, too busy to be caring about finding an appartement.
And I have to move in the cold...alone. I'm too afraid of asking people for help, is that going to be a problem in the future?

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