Saturday, January 5, 2008
Living together
The time just flies by. I moved away from family Toutain, moved in to Nyko's place, me and Nyko went to Sweden, Christmas came, we came back to Paris, New Years eve was here, resolutions were given. It's been one and a half week that we've been living together now.
But me and Nyko have been spending 24/7, 2 weeks straight together. I love him dearly but being with one person constant is very difficult for me.
But I guess that's what included in growing up. I already knew I was an independent girl prefering to do everything by myself, used to have my space and time alone, and I knew I was going to have problems in the beginning, but as I have my once-a-month-hormones on the side of all of this I just feel like crying! I even warned Nyko, so he knows. I told him, I might show my hate against him instead of my love, but it's not anything personal. And I'm also worrying about my future, first I wanna finish my french classes, to get my diploma and then start Artschool, next second I wanna continue dancing...I don't know what I'm doing with myself!!!
Whatever I'm doing or saying, Nyko, I LOVE YOU so much!...
But me and Nyko have been spending 24/7, 2 weeks straight together. I love him dearly but being with one person constant is very difficult for me.
But I guess that's what included in growing up. I already knew I was an independent girl prefering to do everything by myself, used to have my space and time alone, and I knew I was going to have problems in the beginning, but as I have my once-a-month-hormones on the side of all of this I just feel like crying! I even warned Nyko, so he knows. I told him, I might show my hate against him instead of my love, but it's not anything personal. And I'm also worrying about my future, first I wanna finish my french classes, to get my diploma and then start Artschool, next second I wanna continue dancing...I don't know what I'm doing with myself!!!
Whatever I'm doing or saying, Nyko, I LOVE YOU so much!...
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